sometimes its the feeling inside and you feel like you need to break down and c.r.y
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
its funny how you can have the biggest smile on your face but deep inside...you just want to let go of everything, run away and s.c.r.e.a.m

i am feeling very terrible now.. and i still have to force myself to laugh and smile with the customers.. attend to their every need. i am seriously tired.. well, maybe its just me. i always pretend that everything is OKAY when its NOT. i always pretend to laugh when i actually feel like breaking down.

who can i tell my troubles to? who can i really confide into? when will i stop hiding all those little secrets?

sorry sorry sorry sorry. i am very sorry.. i didnt mean it. pls dun ignore me.. pls.

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled, even if her heart was just broken. I want to be remembered as the girl who could brighten everyones day, even if she couldnt brighten her own